Jan
23
2012
0

TXI_DRVR

“Loneliness has followed me my whole life. Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There’s no escape. I’m God’s lonely man… June 8th. My life has taken another turn again. The days can go on with regularity over and over, one day indistinguishable from the next. A long continuous chain. Then suddenly, there is a change.”

“I realize now how much she’s just like the others, cold and distant, and many people are like that, women for sure, they’re like a union.”

Betsy: You know what you remind me of?
Travis Bickle: What?
Betsy: That song by Kris Kristofferson.
Travis Bickle: Who’s that?
Betsy: A songwriter. ‘He’s a prophet… he’s a prophet and a pusher, partly truth, partly fiction. A walking contradiction.’
Travis Bickle: [uneasily] You sayin’ that about me?
Betsy: Who else would I be talkin’ about?
Travis Bickle: I’m no pusher. I never have pushed.
Betsy: No, no. Just the part about the contradictions. You are that.

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Jan
19
2012
0

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Jan
19
2012
0

FLKSJKDM

Jag börjar fundera på om dyslexi har blivit en folksjukdom i Sverige.

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Jan
17
2012
0

Jag trodde nog jag skulle få någon som helst reaktion.
Men det spelar ingen roll nu.

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Jan
16
2012
0

Asperger
ADD
Bipolär
Borderline

Vilken jävla soppa.

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Jan
15
2012
0

2012-01-14 23.00

Jag har slutat prata. Vi får väl se hur länge jag klarar av det.

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Jan
11
2012
0
Dec
31
2011
0

HNNGG

Jag vaknade upp på morgonen och valde att börja tjafsa om något. Säga att det här fungerar inte. Säger att jag vill vara helt själv denna dag då hela världen blir äldre.
Så jag öppnar Ginflaskan och påbörjar en bestämd dag.
Jag kanske somnar en stund och sedan kliver upp i min fylla och lagar lite mat.
Väljer att ta en cigg efter maten och känner mig stundvis nyktrare innan jag tar steget.
Och sedan faller jag från syrrans balkong.

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Dec
15
2011
0

HTT

Fantastiskt hur en hyffsat bra dag (trots omständigheterna) kunde gå rent åt helvete.
Är ganska sugen på att ta mina sista 50:- och köpa öl.
Äta mat och ta två propavan. Denna dag har till synes inget mer att erbjuda.

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Dec
05
2011
0

AATCHB

Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe I’ll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won’t find me here

Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I am locked in my head
With what I’ve done
I know you tried to rescue me
Didn’t let anyone get in

Left with a trace of all that was
And all that could have been

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far away from me
I am
Tainted
The two of us
Were never meant to be
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You were everything
Everything to me

Gone.. fading..
Everything..
And..
All that..
Could have been..
All that could have been.

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far as you can see
I am
Tainted
And happiness and peace of mind
Were never meant for me

All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me

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